In My Darkest Hour Lyrics

In my hour of need,
Ha, no, you`re not there
And though I reached out for you,
Wouldn`t lend a hand

Through the darkest hour,
Your grace did not shine on me
Feels so cold, very cold,
No one cares for me

Did you ever think I get lonely?
Did you ever think that I needed love?
Did you ever think, stop thinking
You`re the only one that I`m thinking of?

You`ll never know how hard I tried
To find my space and satisfy you too

Things will be better when I`m dead and gone
Don`t try to understand, knowing you, I`m probably wrong

But, oh how I lived my life for you,
Till you`d turn away
Now, as I die for you,
My flesh still crawls as I breathe your name
All these years, thought I was wrong,
Now I know it was you
Raise you head, raise your face, your eyes,
Tell me who you think you are?

I walk, I walk alone
To the promised land
There`s a better place for me
But it`s far, far away

Everlasting life for me
In a perfect world
But I got to die first,
Please god send me on my way

Time has a way of taking time
Loneliness is not only felt by fools
Alone, I call to ease the pain,
Yearning to be held by you
Alone, so alone, I`m lost,
Consumed by the pain
The pain, the pain, the pain
Won`t you hold me again
You just laughed, ha-ha, you bitch
My whole life is work built on the past,
The time has come when all things shall pass,
This good thing passed away