Sacrifice Lyrics

From day to day I know that I`m in all of your conversations
You never have anything good to say about me
That`s ok cause everyone`s entitled to their own opinions
Cause everyone`s a critic, and even on your best days
Someone`s got something bad to say-
Yet I ignore the things I hear, ignore the things I fear
And look past all that tries to bring me down
And I know that I don`t have much I
Sacrifice a good life while I watch these bills keep adding
Up and I know that I`m not getting any younger as another
Year passes by-
I have to stop and wonder
If it`s all really worth the struggle
Or that mirage of light I keep chasing at the end of the tunnel
Will get any brighter
Or will it just fade away the closer I get , the further it seems
From reaching my dreams
And I just don`t know how much more I can
Take before I give up and throw it all away-

When push comes to shove
You gotta hold on , you gotta be strong
And look for that light from above
Cause everyone`s out to bring you down
And if you can`t keep your head up
Then your lost-
I`ve seen better days been told better ways
How to live and how to give, it`s relative
I walk with sedatives it`s hell I live
And home is sweet, I`m killing myself softly
My reflections show deep infections
It`s hard to be, I look at myself, I look at this life
And all I feel is pain, god help me start again
I gotta keep on, I gotta keep on pushin` cause I
Some how some way keep comin` up short
Like everyday my minds playin` tricks on me
Everybody loves sunny days but I prefer
Grey ones and long nights because when the
Day comes, it`s just another 24 and I`m still numb
Not so young I know what it takes, they say
Roll with the brakes and slip them ties with the fakes
I still get them shakes just thinkin` bout this
Ish right here two dub two maybe this gonna be
That year-

Everyone has to pay a price no matter what we sacrifice
I hope it`s worth it nothing is for certain